The question keeps reverberating in my mind, If my fate is written what m I doing here?? What m I striving for?? yet another battle of my psyche with fate.
One fine morning I was browsing warez-bb.org for new software and OS as we all do regularly ( Being in a sarkari job I don’t have anything to spare then my time :) ). This time it was different my eyes were locked on a post which said this is an exclusive windows for kids. Since my birth I wanted to be a kid but unfortunately I grew up :( . The thought of possessing a window like that entranced me. Suddenly I became what I always wanted to be, a kid. Merrily I browsed the post and foiled latter that it is a dvd of 47 links. Even at IIT I never dared to download such a file, lest if one link is corrupt it will not extract. But the idea of having that OS possessed me to the level obsession. I never slept that night , but deep in my thoughts I knew that because circumstances are giving me a fight, something will go wrong aftermath. Finally I decided I wont download this OS and tried to live indifferent with what I felt. But now it became more difficult to survive with the idea that I have no one here who will endure me as a kid not even my lappie :(. I decided that i’ll download this OS.
That night I kept all my torrents under abeyance and started downloading as a free user. After 5 hrs my desktop had only 4 parts downloaded of 47 links. It exasperated me. Then I contacted to vikas who has a better internet connection so that he can download it for me. He agreed , if a premium account exist he will do the job. I was more than happy. I have I friend who knows what it means for me to be a kid :) . With all my rapidshare points which I kept for emergency account , I spared. He did that job very hastily :). I was dancing in my room(ya it is difficult to imagine) for that when land lord came and spoiled my party with a squabble for room rent which I forgot to give in excitement of this os. This incident somehow caught the notice of higher management here and the came on sunday to teach the landlord a lesson for his miss behaviour. I my plan and exhilaration sank into my boots. I had to wait for a week before next sunday. I went to him with only link he didn’t had. We had a pizza party. I came back with the same merry mental state.
Now i had what I wanted. BUT THIS WAS VERY EASY . I knew. I found that I don’t had a blank dvd to write. so I asked the contractor in my office for that. After half day he came back with 2 blank CD’s. I was smiling , for the regular game fate was playing with me. I myself went to a shop which is 40KM from my worksite and brought 2 DVD’s as I knew god may have thought to corrupt it in case i’ve brought one. :). I successfully made that image.
Now I formatted my office computer without permission for testing of OS, which erased all the Data related with various very important activities(and they dont know yet. :P). Being very unaware of the computers m hoping they will never find who did this or what actually his the only computer my office had. :D. OS is very nice.
Later at night I made my backup and inserted the DVD without any sound(as pronounce for god’s laathi) my DVD drive didn’t responded. 2 days I fought and read every article regarding this DVD drive inactivity. I know now that my dvd Laser is either burned or misaligned. My DVD RW is not working at all. I have my OS but cant use it.
The incident has annihilated the kid in me. I don’t long for the window any more, have no idea of duration for Dell will seize my lappie for rectification. Here I remain, yelling for a cup of tea and no one is responding. The lab rats for god’s experiment(me and all my friends) continues their job till next experiment. But I fear not, to proclaim , I am ready for next experiment.
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